Dinner took an extra long time to eat tonight. I got it on the table later than usual and was kind of trying to get the kids to eat fast so I could get them to bed and have some "me" time. Kendall was out fixing the car. Daniel was sitting by Emma at the table and she was doing her best to make him laugh (I think she was just avoiding her bowl of soup). She had Daniel laughing that cute belly laugh that makes him get the
hiccups. So I had a hard time getting upset enough to make her stop and eat. I have a saying when the kids give that special smile or that cute laugh "It makes my heart happy". Sometimes I feel like I could just burst with joy at their giggles and smiles. Being a mom can be so hard and frustrating at times, but then again it is the most joyful thing in my life. I love my kids and love being their mother, even when they drive me crazy I wouldn't trade it for anything.